Friday, November 30, 2007
Fun experiment
So here's to NaBloPoMo, and to my boys!
Thursday, November 29, 2007
3 weeks!
In another way, I cannot believe I still have 3 weeks to go. I feel like I have been pregnant forever this time. With Big Boy, I had nothing else to concentrate on except being pregnant - I sat at work for 8 months and loved every minute of it. This time, the pain is more evident - I'm more active chasing after the Big Boy, and while I haven't felt like I've had the time to count every day as with the first pregnancy, it has seemed like a much longer time.
I think I've written about this before - maybe earlier this month. Baby D, don't get me wrong. I've loved all the same things about being pregnant - knowing that my body is being used to grow a big, strong baby boy, being able to feel you move (and move and move!)... But I am so ready to hold you in my arms! Seeing our family complete (again, unless the Lord has other plans) will be absolutely amazing! And spending Christmas day this year at home, surrounded with love and family... I am so excited!
We get to have another ultrasound with you in 2 weeks, Baby D. I'll post the pictures when I can. I love you and can't wait to meet you!
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Worries....
Big Boy, you've inherited your Daddy's allergies. You'd think that with me having no allergies, it would balance out.... But eggs, peanuts, dogs, melons.... and we don't know what else.... all get you going. Since last week, you've had some hives, and more worrisome, some swelling of your feet and hands. It looks so painful, Big Boy. At first I thought it was caused by your kicking your crib slats and the wall in your room (you do that when you are awake in the crib!). But it has developed at other times, too... We went to the Doctor last week, and they said it was some sort of allergic reaction, but they couldn't pinpoint it... we've been giving you Benedryl for the past week, but it's time to figure out what's going on here!
Lord, I lift this child up to you. Please heal him and give us all peace.
Monday, November 26, 2007
5 Things You Want Your Kids To Know (Before They Grow Up)
5 Things You Want Your Kids To Know (Before They Grow Up)
- I want you guys to learn how to win and lose gracefully.
- I want you to learn how to be respectful towards others at all times.
- I want you to learn how to love.
- I want you to know how much you are loved.
- I want you to know the love of Christ.
Hmmm.... that all came out rather quickly and easily. I thought it would be harder than that. I know there is more I want you to know... but I think that's a pretty good start.
I love you!
Your Momma
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Sigh...
Today I'm not feeling so good. I woke up dizzy, so you and I stayed home from church, Big Boy. Nothing too exciting happened - Gam came over to keep us company and to save you from a morning of TV watching. I laid on the couch, and haven't done much since.
So until tomorrow (and a better day, I pray!)....
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Us as elves!
Friday, November 23, 2007
Do I like it?
It made me wonder if I was happy with what I saw. I stood there looking for a while, and I came away pleased with my answer, over all. While I'm not so stoked about the way I look right now (overweight even besides being pregnant, hair in a growing out phase, no make-up, clothing with grubby handprints all over it), I was thankful that the physical was not all I saw.
I also saw someone I was really proud of.... someone that 10 years ago I never thought I would become. A wifey who is loved by a hubby who continuously shows her his love, a mommy who is preferred over all others, a woman who is about to give birth to another beautiful baby, a woman of God who is trying her hardest to stay close to Him, a friend with love in her heart, a 31 year old who has accomplished much in her life and who is settled in to who she is now.
I can't remember exactly who I thought I'd be 10 years ago.... I know in high school I thought I'd be a Broadway star. Early college, it was an opera star. Early in college I also thought I would never get married - why "mess up" a perfectly good and independent life? And forget about kids... Early grad school, I saw myself as a college professor somewhere, singing as much as I could. Then I became a Christian, and God told me to "Wait." I had no idea what I was waiting for, and I think that's when I stopped projecting different roles onto myself. I was living day by day, waiting for God to reveal Himself to me.
Now I know what I was supposed to wait for. And it was well worth the wait.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Happy Thanksgiving
My God, who sent His Son to be my Savior.
My wonderful husband, who is my best friend.
My amazing son, who makes me laugh daily.
My family, immediate and in-laws.
My friends, near and far.
My health, which is really good despite my aches and pains.
The provisions the Lord provides for my family.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Christmas to me....
What gets you ready for Christmas? What ushers in the holiday for you?
a picture from last year's "Christmas photo shoot!"
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
You said his name!
Monday, November 19, 2007
Dressing to impress the ladies!
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Dancin' Man!
Friday, November 16, 2007
2 already?!?
But kiddo, you're wearing me out...
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Rainy days....
We had a great day today. Yes, some TV watching happened, but also did 2 loads of laundry, and the kitchen floor got mopped. You "helped" me mop the foyer, too. We both took nice long naps, and we played with blocks, and your trains, and we colored, and we made a little video tape for Daddy (and for prosperity).
I can see how rainy days in the future could cause some cabin fever. I almost ran out of my measly little bank of ideas... I'll have to figure out some new rainy day activities before we stay in for a full day again. Thankfully, it's not supposed to rain tomorrow, because we have some errands to run.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Another look...
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Singing....
Lately, you've been telling me to stop singing. Gasp! What in the world? No one has told me to stop singing since UncaDo (way, way back in the day) very nicely told me he was sick and tired of hearing me sing. I think his exact words were, "You have a very nice voice - I just am tired of hearing you sing all the time!" (He must've thought that one out for a while - normally he was not that diplomatic). And I know that as a voice major, not everyone liked my voice. Heck, look at all the roles I didn't get! But nobody ever told me to stop singing!
It took me a couple times to understand what you meant. You don't flat out say, "Stop." You say, "No, Momma, No!" over and over as I sing. And at first, I thought you just didn't like the song, "Jesus Loves Me." I was sad about that - you're going to hear that many, many times in your life, and it is the truth - He does love you. Then I thought you just wanted to say "No," to the part in the song that says, "Yes, Jesus loves me!" because you're a very contrary boy these days. Then I realized, it wasn't just that song. It was also the ABCs and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star, your two most favorite songs in the whole world.
So tonight, as I'm rocking you in your room before bedtime, we said our prayers (as always, you blessed UncaDo's socks off!). Then I sang "God is so good" to you. Normally, you listen to a new song, and that's a newer one to you. Then we broke into Twinkle, Twinkle... You started it, and I joined in. After I sang about one line, you stopped me with an emphatic, "No, Momma!" OK.... So I asked you if you wanted to sing it to me, alone. You said, "Yes!" and proceeded to sing it to me! You caught me whispering it along with you, and you stopped me again. You sang it alone a total of 3 times. Good for you, Big Boy. I'm so proud. Sing on, my son!
I love you,
Momma
PS - Baby D - please stop trying to dig out my right side. That's not how you'll get out. And it's most uncomfortable.
Monday, November 12, 2007
A hat with a story...
So this hat - it was your Poppy's hat in the 70's. Then your UncaDo and I wore it (and one other one almost just like it) through the 80's.... in the 90's we laughed about it - and then, when I left home, your UncaDo inherited it. We had a lot of other Miller Beer paraphernalia (it was hard not to have it when your Poppy's standard response over the phone when giving his name was "Miller - just like the beer!") - but this is the only one that I think survived. Unless there are more stored away in Gam and Poppy's attic. We'll see....
I'm glad you like it - it has a lot of history. You just won't be able to wear it out in public - ever, I think.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Saturday, November 10, 2007
And last night the winner was....
Big Boy, today you saw your first marathon. You had a great time yelling, "Go, running, go!" at the runners as they passed. And you kept wanting to see the "running, again, please?"
You had a great time with Daddy today. Lots of wrestling, lots of cuddling. And Baby D, you gave a good show for Daddy, too - thrashing about appropriately- letting him (and me!) know you were there!
I love having a lazy Saturday at home... I look forward to many more with you guys.
Friday, November 9, 2007
Never say never...
Unfortunately, the TV-watching has already gotten out of hand. And Big Boy, you're not even 2 years old yet. I admit to using the TV more than I should, to get a little bit of quiet time. At this point, it's a habit for both you and me. And since I'm so tired from being pregnant with Baby D, I'm not sure that this habit will change for a while. I'm sorry, Big Boy. I hope that this does not affect you negatively. Granted, I was raised on watching TV, and I think I turned out pretty OK....
But the funny thing is how much you tell on us for watching TV! You are always asking for your favorites... "Elmo?" "Gabba?" "Art-ur?" "Calliou?" "George?" "Y?" You run through your list to see who might be on at the time... and I'm afraid your Daddy thinks we sit at home all day and watch TV. We don't, but man, you make it sound like it! And instead of the music that normally runs through my head (praise songs, even songs I hear on the radio), I wake up at 3:00am singing the theme song to Arthur, Clifford, or Super Why. It gets stuck in my head, and I cannot get it out! The sleepless nights are bad enough, but with these songs running through my head, it's pretty much excruciating.
"Clifford needed Emily, so she chose him for her own.
And her love made Clifford grow so big that the Howards had to leave their home...."
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Dear Lord, protect them...
I love you both,
Momma
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
It sneaks up on ya...
Clear proof that your Daddy is ready to be in charge of kids.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Monday, November 5, 2007
Why I thought I was having a girl....
Why? Well, let's see... at the beginning of my pregnancy with you, everything was completely different. And by everything, I mean that I had virtually no nausea. With Big Boy, I was sick for the first 3 months solid. With you, I was sick a total of 2 days. That was it! And so I just knew you were going to be a girl!
I was really relieved when I found out you were a boy! I think it would be fun to have a girl, but now I don't have to deal with princesses and that kind of stuff. Now, I will get all kinds of fun boy things, like cars and dinosaurs, mud and bugs. And I am so happy! It will be just me and my guys....
And I cannot wait to see you and Big Boy grow up together. Bunk beds and everything - I think you two will be great friends. I know there will be plenty of fights (Daddy is already teaching Big Boy about wrestling - don't worry, he'll get you caught up!), but I also know there will be plenty of love.
I always felt like I would be a Momma to boys. The Lord knew my heart, and He has filled me to overflowing!
I was going to post an ultrasound picture showing you are a boy -
Sunday, November 4, 2007
My Musical Man
You, on the other hand, Big Boy, show everyone your moves. You should've seen yourself rocking out tonight to some DMB. You were on fire! As soon as I figure out this online video thing, I'll post some footage that your Daddy took of you tonight. I think you're going to be a drummer - you're always beating on something, and your dance moves are, well... singular. I've never seen anybody use his arms the way you do! I'm such a proud Momma!
And then - you sing so many songs! You love to sing your ABCs, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, Jesus Loves Me, Old McDonald, and the Itsy-Bitsy Spider. And you're always surprising me by singing snippets of songs that are on CDs that we play together. Absolutely amazing. I think I have some Twinkle Twinkle Little Star on video, too... I'll post that sometime this month.
My Musical Man... Lord, help me show my children how to worship you in song - in spirit and in truth!
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Why your Momma is "cool"
Anyway - I was thinking about something that happened to me in the past, and I thought to myself, "I need to remember to tell the boys that when they get older. They'll think that's so cool!" (see the first thing on my list). So I thought this would be a perfect place to write it (and other things) down, so that if I do forget to tell you, you'll be able to read it someday. And I'm trying to gear this to you two as boys - but if I sneak something in that might be a bit girly, well... it's because I think it's cool. So here goes!
- I once talked with John Elway (don't worry - you'll know who this is). Well, maybe talked with is a little... hm, let's say I spoke to him. And he did speak back. But we didn't really "talk with" each other. Back story: when I was in grad school in Colorado, the Broncos did their pre-season training at UNC - and were often working out at the Rec Center during normal hours. It was pretty much an unwritten rule that if they were in here working out, you did not hound them for autographs, etc. Well, one day I happened to be at the Rec Center playing racquetball with my roommate, and I walked across the gym floor for something - probably some water. John Elway was walking past me, and I said, "hi..." He, in return, said, "Hey." I'm pretty sure that's how it went. I don't remember exactly because I was too excited. But I think it was really cool. It was the year that he retired.
- Said roommate of the racquetball game was Miss Alabama in 1995 - and she made it to the top 10 in the Miss America Pagent. Yeah, she is really pretty.
- I can sing 2 tones at one time. This is not a common thing - the only other people I know of that can do this are a group of monks in Tibet. I do not sound pretty when I do this - I used to freak out my roommates when I did it.
- Some milestones you might think are cool when you get older: Becoming a college professor at age 22. Getting my Master's degree at age 23. Owning a home by age 25.
- I was one of the only people in my high school (and college for that matter) who drove a stick shift (don't worry - you'll know how to do this one day, too). I'm not sure why - but none of the other girls did, and only some of the guys. I happen to think that this is an indispensable skill, and it allowed me to be able to get into any car at anytime and drive if the situation called for it. It has allowed me to drive some pretty cool cars, period!
- If you turn out to be musicians, you'll think this is cool - I sang with the Atlanta Symphony Orchestra Chorus under Robert Shaw - while in high school. It was the best opportunity I had in my musical career - it taught me so much about music and about me.
- I love The Beatles (don't worry - you will know who this is).
- I love football (Go 'Skins!) and baseball (Go Braves!). I love watching hockey, but only live games (and I don't have a favorite team). I like watching golf - it's good to nap to (and don't worry, you dad knows I feel this way).
- When I played intramural (flag) football in college, I got the most penalties called on me, because when I ran at all the "little" girls in my way, they would just fall down. I swear, I never touched them! But they fell down, and I got in trouble. Humph.
- When I played football with the guys, I could get the QB more often then not. So there. And no "little" girls fell down. Only if I knocked them down.
OK - that's all the boy-coolness I can think of now. A lot things would continue to fall into girly-coolness, so I'll leave them off - but if you want to know, just ask!
Love you guys!
Friday, November 2, 2007
Ok, guys....
Baby D - why won't you let me sleep? Just as I lie down to go to bed, you start kicking. Then my mind starts racing, and I realize how incredibly uncomfortable I am, so I get up. Hopefully I'll be able to get to sleep before 2:00am. That has seemed to be the magic hour for me lately.
I would also like to know what is up with the heartburn and hip pain? And why such extreme hip pain? Why not just a little? When I lay down on my side (the only way I can sleep right now), it makes the pain worse. I'm ready for you to be here, Baby D. To hold you in my arms, to put an end to this pain, and to start our new life with you!
Big Boy - why did you have to start your "terrible twos" so early? I can't deal with tantrums right now! Mentally, emotionally, and physically - when you break down, I want to break down. Granted, when you are good, you are very, very good. For example, I was crying today for some reason, and you walked into the room when you heard me. You asked, "Momma crying?" I said, "Yes, sweetie, Momma's crying. Can you give me a hug?" You walked right over and gave me a big hug and a kiss (I didn't even ask for a kiss!), and you snuggled right into me. Helped me stop crying almost immediately - all I could do was hug you close. Then, for whatever reason, you reached up to my face and tried to push my frown away. That's the only way I can describe it - you reached up and pushed the sides of my mouth up like you wanted me to smile. It was so... sweet and compassionate.
I'll save the descriptions of your tantrums for a later date. Let's end on this happy note...
Thursday, November 1, 2007
"Mommy's Journal"
Mommy’s Journal About the Big Boy.
Finally.
Started this day, April 18, 2007.
10:31am.
I feel so bad about not having written things down lately. I have tons of notes from your first year, and I will be transferring them into your baby book. Some day. But there are so many things you do each day that crack me and your daddy up, and I want to share them with you. Our computer is now in our den, so I can watch you be adorable and then run and write about it.
For example, today you have already done the cutest things:
Laid on your belly and picked up the dust bunnies from underneath the butcher block island in the kitchen. Maybe this isn’t so cute, because it’s pretty gross that there are still dust bunnies underneath the island, but it was pretty funny. You were absolutely silent, and I just knew something was going on.
Signed “Thank you” to Gam when she gave you a piece of her apple. And this was after you said and signed “Please” to her. You’re adorable!
I’m sure there will be more today. This is just what I can remember from this morning.
Now I need to get started on a list of what you can say, so I can show the Dr. how amazingly smart you are when we go for your 15 month check-up next week.
Things You Can Say At 15 Months Old:
Mama
No (can shake head)
OK My = mine
Daw = dog
Meow Moo
Bir = bird (can sign)
KaKaKa = quack
Mo = more (can sign)
Cah = car
Go
Hi
Ah-to = Achoo
Goo = Uncle Drew
Chuh = train
Boo = balloon
Sah = sock
Toe
Ba = ball
Mih = milk
You can also do a plethora of amazing things…
May 22, 2007
Picking up after a long lapse…
I intended to write in here on a regular basis… you’re such a busy boy to chase after, though!
The list of the amazing things you can do continues to grow… and what used to be amazing is now commonplace for you. The new things I’ve seen you do in the past couple days include hitting (especially hitting me), hugging your daddy without being asked (this is the sweetest thing ever), running in circles, sharing your goldfish crackers, and laughing while I brush your teeth. You are the cutest thing ever (except for the hitting).
That’s right! You’re going to be a big brother! And you’re going to be such a good big brother. You love other kids – both older and younger. I can’t wait to see you with your little sibling.